Exactly one month from today and I will on a plane with my team headed eat towards Liberia. I am learning that this is purely a flight into the unknown and a giant "leap of faith."
Initially I thought just making the decision to follow through with what God asked of me would be the hard part- but I'm starting to learn that the decision to follow was the easiest.
In comparison to the story of Peter walking on the water with Jesus:
Peter had the decision to get out of the boat, but then he actually had to swing his leg over and get out, then walk across the water. I thought I was already out of the boat- GUESS NOT!
and just like Peter, I have to realize that God believes in me ("You of little faith, why did you doubt?"). Peter didn't doubt Jesus's power in that instance, but instead he doubted his ability to BE like Jesus. As I've made the decision to step out, I have to make sure not to falter as I swing my legs out over the boat and take the first steps toward Jesus (and all the things He has waiting for me in Liberia).
Our team had a meeting today, in which I saw photos of kids that absolutely made my heart melt, but also break at the same time. "Lord, break my heart for what breaks Yours..."
I feel as though God has been preparing me for this my whole life, and yet I feel more unprepared that I've ever been - it's a good thing I can FULLY rely on God's STRENGTH!
I'm so thankful for the team that God has put around me, for they amaze me! Immediately they worked to welcome me in, and I enjoy spending time with them! I'm excited to experience this with them!
Joshua 1:9 - Be strong and courageous. Don't be terrified, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go."
THE COUNTDOWN IS ON!