Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Tuesday, June 16, 2010 - Tarmac to Passing Out

Around 7pm, we land. It is already pitch black, and we've got the strategy for sticking together under wraps.
We de-board this giant aircraft by staircase, straight onto the tarmac in the dark, and straight into being drenched by the humidity. It was sickly sweet and sticky, and unbelievable foreign.
I'm not sure if it's my exhaustion or my state of shock that has me dizzy and in some sense of surreal reality.
We line up in the tiny building, were it smells strongly, but not necessarily horribly, and we slowly file forward along with the crowd. Customs/Immigration is simple enough and we find ourselves in the baggage claim where EVERYONE insisted on helping us, in hopes of some consolation prize. Then back outside to load into taxis. So far half a dozen people have introduced themselves to us, yet I still don't have a clue any of their names or relations to us.. apart from.. Tsneh? He is our head of security... I think... and perhaps I could recognize him if I had to.. just maybe.
Toni, Chadio & I are loaded into a small car with an abundance of luggage piled onto our laps. We don't know the drivers, and we can't see where anyone else is... this is were FAITH comes to play ;)
After waiting a long time, we are finally off for our hour or so drive. THIS is our first experience of Liberia.
The black night hosts the loudest of symphony's by bugs and birds alike. The humidity is very uncomfortable, but somewhat comforting- like a big blanket. But I'm soaked to the bone, already - and trying not to freak out as the driver swerves and blindly passes the vehicles in front of us at alarming speeds.
People, especially women with loads balanced atop their heads, walk along the road - with only passing headlights and the sporadic flashes of lighting to guide them. The lightening storm is beautiful! Whenever we come across homes or gathering areas, loud rhythmic music plays, and people are doing some sort of really cool dance or relaxing on porches.

It starts to rain hard as we pull into the main part of Monrovia, and make our way through the streets to the Sinkor school. We can hear the crashing waves next to us, and the lightening sometimes makes the whitecaps visible, but we are still very disoriented.
With the help of our Liberian drivers/everyone else that we do not yet know, we drag all of our luggage out of the rain and up four flights of stairs into a large hallway area, where people await to greet us.



Many hugs, handshakes and name exchanges later, we make our way into the dining room for prayer and a much needed dinner.



We were served, by Martha and the rest of our cook staff, rice with some spicy soup/stew over it and some fried plantains - our first experience of Liberian cuisine!
The stew had huge chunks of fish in it, not so fun to pick out the spinal cord among other things, and it was spicy enough to burn my throat all the way down. I couldn't eat the rice, dang allergies, so it was a lot harder to tone down - but overall the taste was great.

After, everyone busied themselves with mosquito net hanging, unpacking, and organizing - I didn't quite.
I sat on my bed, for what must have been at least 10 minutes, in utter shock.
Just plain confusion, how could I now be on a different continent? In a different country? With a different culture?.. and what in the world was I doing there?!? Mind boggling, and waaaay too much to comprehend. After some journaling, I came to find that the wonderful men of our team had already graciously hung my mosquito net - and so after four days and less than ten hours of sleep total - I SLEPT!

June 16, 2010 Traveling...

We're on a five hour layover in Brussels, Belgium and the airport is wonderfully empty!

Our layover in DC went smoothly, as did the flight to Brussels from DC.
I passed out on that flight for the first hour or so after taking Benadryl, but unfortunately was awake for the entire rest of it, my *stinky* seat mate managed to sleep through all of the night flight. We got the awesome opportunity of flying over Ireland & watching the sunrise! They were both beautiful!

The long flight times have my body legs and feet all swollen - and painful!

The flight into Belgium was beautiful, it was fun to see all the patchwork farming lands and the red roofed houses!


Now we are all just chilling waiting till it's time to go through security and take off on our last leg of the journey!




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EEK! Security was a lot tighter, this time. Some people got "patted" down, to include in the wasteband.. not fun! But we all survived, and took a mini shuttle over to a different terminal - and a whole other world of an airport! I feel as though we are somewhere completely different, and it's exciting to see most of our fellow passengers are African, many in their native dress!
We decided to play some Phase 10 while waiting for our flight,


I have no idea how I am even still awake!! When we stopped walking across the terminal I literally started falling over because of exhaustion. Sleep count: Sunday night - four hours, Monday night - two hours, Tuesday night (flight) - one hour. OUCH! And know it is Tuesday afternoon.


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38 hours of traveling is supposed to be horrendous.
And I suppose it is exhausting, and a restlessness is starting to set in, but really - I'm okay with being frozen in time. I'm okay with a constant, for I know I don't want to go back home, but I also DON'T know what is for me once I step off the plane. Once the traveling is done.

I really am just trying to not think, apart from in the moment. Because I, frankly, don't know how to think about such a broad unknown. I no longer know what day it is, nor what time. But I know I'm an hour away from Liberia - from the place God has called me to go.

We are sitting in the Ivory Coast (Abidjan, Cote d'Ivoire ) on a layover (a long and obnoxious one) and it is SO strange that I'm actually IN AFRICA! and that I was actually IN EUROPE just a few hours ago. WEIRD.
The plane is full of kids, and beautiful African people in their native dress.

Heidi & I share a row of four seats- we anxiously waited for the attendants to close the plane (before any seat mates arrived, lol) because I, nor Heidi, have slept barely a wink since leaving Seattle. You could say we've straight up passed the point of exhaustion. I completely passed out across my TWO luxurious seats for the last hour flight into Monrovia, into the unknown.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

June 15, 2010 - DEPARTURE!!!

I'm sitting in an airplane from Seattle to DC, headed to Liberia and in a complete daze!! How is this even possible? Completely mind-boggling.
These past few weeks have been insane, and my stress barometer met record highs with trying to finish up the last classes of my degree, (my last finals were yesterday morning)! And through all the craze of school, work and getting ready for Liberia, God has astounded me with His provision!
The very one most important thing I've been learning throughout the preparation of this trip is just simply "TRUST GOD". He has gotten me through so much that as I found myself in sticky situations regarding prep for this trip, I would simply say "That's alright, I trust You God." and I did - and He worked everything out.

Yesterday after finals, and final touches on packing - my parents drove me up to ChadMac's parent-in-law's house where most the team "crashed" for the early morning departure. A few of us stayed up talking into the *wee* hours of the night, and trying to stifle our dramatic laughter to avoid disturbing the others.
We crawled to bed (with extreme butterfly nerves) just in time to get two glorious hours of sleep - and I woke up faster than I've ever woken up in my LIFE. I literally opened my eyes in the process of sitting then standing up... guess I was anxious.


We arrived at the airport early, and went through check-in, baggage & security relatively smoothly.

Now I'm sitting next to Heidi (with everyone else randomly scattered across the plane) trying to grasp the reality that is.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

May 15, 2010 - One month to go!

Exactly one month from today and I will on a plane with my team headed eat towards Liberia. I am learning that this is purely a flight into the unknown and a giant "leap of faith."
Initially I thought just making the decision to follow through with what God asked of me would be the hard part- but I'm starting to learn that the decision to follow was the easiest.
In comparison to the story of Peter walking on the water with Jesus:
Peter had the decision to get out of the boat, but then he actually had to swing his leg over and get out, then walk across the water. I thought I was already out of the boat- GUESS NOT!
and just like Peter, I have to realize that God believes in me ("You of little faith, why did you doubt?"). Peter didn't doubt Jesus's power in that instance, but instead he doubted his ability to BE like Jesus. As I've made the decision to step out, I have to make sure not to falter as I swing my legs out over the boat and take the first steps toward Jesus (and all the things He has waiting for me in Liberia).

Our team had a meeting today, in which I saw photos of kids that absolutely made my heart melt, but also break at the same time. "Lord, break my heart for what breaks Yours..."

I feel as though God has been preparing me for this my whole life, and yet I feel more unprepared that I've ever been - it's a good thing I can FULLY rely on God's STRENGTH!

I'm so thankful for the team that God has put around me, for they amaze me! Immediately they worked to welcome me in, and I enjoy spending time with them! I'm excited to experience this with them!

Joshua 1:9 - Be strong and courageous. Don't be terrified, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go."

THE COUNTDOWN IS ON!